that was 4 years?
crazy.
done. over. finished. the end. la fin.
it seems as though I should write an entry about this culmination, but how does one put the past 4 years into words. it'd be rather arbitrary... words arranged in sentences in only ways that i could truly understand. And i would never be able to express all of my emotions. hey, it's tough for us protestants, i'll admit it. I've learned so much that I feel less intelligent. I've been introduced to so many new things that have opened my eyes to the world, but, at times, i feel ever more isolated. I've been overwhelmed, underwhelmed, and everything in between. Much has happened, much has changed, much has improve, some hasn't. Met some people that have made me a better person, remembered old friends that had done just the same, and others who make me realize how good i have it. It's a blur, yet some things stand out so clearly. It seems like i've been here forever, yet it's all gone by so fast. it seems like the end, but it's really just the beginning. It's scary, yet exciting. Stressful, yet inviting... change that cannot be avoided.
suddenly, I don't know what to think, let alone do from here on out.
done. over. finished. the end. la fin.
it seems as though I should write an entry about this culmination, but how does one put the past 4 years into words. it'd be rather arbitrary... words arranged in sentences in only ways that i could truly understand. And i would never be able to express all of my emotions. hey, it's tough for us protestants, i'll admit it. I've learned so much that I feel less intelligent. I've been introduced to so many new things that have opened my eyes to the world, but, at times, i feel ever more isolated. I've been overwhelmed, underwhelmed, and everything in between. Much has happened, much has changed, much has improve, some hasn't. Met some people that have made me a better person, remembered old friends that had done just the same, and others who make me realize how good i have it. It's a blur, yet some things stand out so clearly. It seems like i've been here forever, yet it's all gone by so fast. it seems like the end, but it's really just the beginning. It's scary, yet exciting. Stressful, yet inviting... change that cannot be avoided.
suddenly, I don't know what to think, let alone do from here on out.