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"one thing is for certain, I'm insecure"
I know that they are lyrics, but they describe me to a T. (tee? tea?)
I have always known this but it was made very apparent to me this week. I hate the fact that I want someone so much but won't ever have the balls to go for them because of my insecurity.
I'm too fat.
not cute enough.
annoying.
bad hair.
bad complextion.
etc.
I want to be that person so bad but I know that I never will be. Yes, I can work on it, and yes i have tried, and somewhat succeeded but I still have the mindset that I am not good enought for that person, and that they can always find someone better.
Which sucks.
I work at Target now, and am gettin a car soon. woo.
I know that they are lyrics, but they describe me to a T. (tee? tea?)
I have always known this but it was made very apparent to me this week. I hate the fact that I want someone so much but won't ever have the balls to go for them because of my insecurity.
I'm too fat.
not cute enough.
annoying.
bad hair.
bad complextion.
etc.
I want to be that person so bad but I know that I never will be. Yes, I can work on it, and yes i have tried, and somewhat succeeded but I still have the mindset that I am not good enought for that person, and that they can always find someone better.
Which sucks.
I work at Target now, and am gettin a car soon. woo.