It's crunch time
You don't notice how fast the days run into each other until you go to update your livejournal and realize you haven't posted for over a month. Things have been alright. Not amazing, but I guess we can't have it all. Lately I feel plain, uninteresting, and dare I say it - even boring? I've come to the realization that this feeling is from my surroundings. When you are studying to become a teacher, with people who are doing the same, the atmosphere is dry and uneventful. Do I like what I am doing? After giving it some thought, yes, I do. But, when I see my friends in performance and songwriting, it gets me thinking - there is this whole other side to what I want to become. Don't get me wrong, the people in music ed are amazing and incredibly nice. I just feel sometimes that everybody is so caught up in there own agenda that the social element is tossed aside. Studying is good, it gets you good grades, but there is so much more to life. Excitement is what I need. Anybody want to go white water rafting?