Is there such a thing?
Have you ever had a feeling that something just seems too good to be true? Well, I have been timid, withholding, reluctant with this person. I am anxious and nervous and will be until the day comes that I find out I was right all along. Have I really become this cynical? Anything that I could ever want is standing in front of me, but I am scared to believe that it is not just a figment in my imaginatioin. When did I become this way? Or is it just a natural thing? Do we ever truely expect to get everything we ever want? This can't be real. No way...I need faith, I have lost it all. I'm not even sure if I am strong enough to just play along. What am I doing? Why do we expect soo much from people when we know that it will never come that close? What am I doing?