Is now just a little Depressed...
I have visited three people today and this V-day has absolutely sucked for them. Just very messy break ups, arguing, crying, and it gets worse from there...
And it happened when I was there... almost feel like I'm so kind of bad luck charm towards people on this day. I also pulled a leg muscle today and missed Psy, that was not fun...
And so far everyone has cried on this day that I've encountered. I'm almost tempted too, cus I too go through another Valentine's day where I have yet to find a date or a girlfriend on this day...
But I suppose after a while of spending a day with the same rutine, you get use to it...
Usually most people would just rant, make a scene, etc. but what does that ever accomplish? You just to make a decision based on the actions you are willing to take. Inculding the one I'm declaring right now...
I'm sick of always feeling some negative emotion on this day and I'm sick of bad shit happening to me on this day. So I have finally decided to not give a fuck anymore about dating, about finding the one, about finally experience that wonderful thing called "sex"... and i have finally accepted that more than likely I AM going to die a virgin and alone.
Those of you who think "Aw Robinson don't think like that..." Let me remind you of some things...
1.) I'm not attractive
2.) I'm an idiot
3.) I use to be mental and a sadist
4.) I can't control my temper
5.) I am highly aggressive
6.) and I do not possess a certain guy quality
I have also decided that because of those reasons... I WILL NOT GIVE A FUCK ANYMORE! I don't care how I die, when I die, about sex, or if I die alone. I don't care anymore and I don't think I ever will.
No I'm going of to find something to drink.
And it happened when I was there... almost feel like I'm so kind of bad luck charm towards people on this day. I also pulled a leg muscle today and missed Psy, that was not fun...
And so far everyone has cried on this day that I've encountered. I'm almost tempted too, cus I too go through another Valentine's day where I have yet to find a date or a girlfriend on this day...
But I suppose after a while of spending a day with the same rutine, you get use to it...
Usually most people would just rant, make a scene, etc. but what does that ever accomplish? You just to make a decision based on the actions you are willing to take. Inculding the one I'm declaring right now...
I'm sick of always feeling some negative emotion on this day and I'm sick of bad shit happening to me on this day. So I have finally decided to not give a fuck anymore about dating, about finding the one, about finally experience that wonderful thing called "sex"... and i have finally accepted that more than likely I AM going to die a virgin and alone.
Those of you who think "Aw Robinson don't think like that..." Let me remind you of some things...
1.) I'm not attractive
2.) I'm an idiot
3.) I use to be mental and a sadist
4.) I can't control my temper
5.) I am highly aggressive
6.) and I do not possess a certain guy quality
I have also decided that because of those reasons... I WILL NOT GIVE A FUCK ANYMORE! I don't care how I die, when I die, about sex, or if I die alone. I don't care anymore and I don't think I ever will.
No I'm going of to find something to drink.