life

[jdoubleyou]

im going to see streetlight manifesto on feb 3rd,4th,and 5th. cleveland, buffalo, albany. im gonna write it all down and take pictures and stuff because its going to be amazing. i listen to weird music now too, i mean i still love everything i did, but i find a new band almost every single day and i like it. i mean i dont think its weird, i love it. but by most absurd standards its weird. i hate that. im gonna get a drum machine and make music. i dont update usually so this is strange. i only update when i feel its neccesary. i dont believe in god. or jesus. or anything anymore. i mean i havent for a really long time but i was afraid to say it out loud from fear that a lightning bolt would descend from the heavens and hit me, but it wont.

i miss someone i dont know, its awesome

i think a social studies teacher from my school accidently shot and killed god in the vietnam war.