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its lonely in the great white north.
cold, too.
y'know how your supposed to go to college and like.. people care about what you think instead of what you look like? like it was in high school? yeah i feel like im in high school again. but whatever. i hate that i still want people to like me. im disgusted with myself.
singing makes it better.
i started watching american beauty then quit cuz it made me think bad thoughts. do you miss me, miss misery, like you say you do?
its me and God. and thats all this is about. if i can get it through my head that its all about Jesus then i'll be ok. peoples opinions so shouldnt matter. but they do. because im just a beggar showing the other beggars where the crumbs are.
but i am lonely. i deserve it, i suppose.
anyway.
you people have fun now.
cold, too.
y'know how your supposed to go to college and like.. people care about what you think instead of what you look like? like it was in high school? yeah i feel like im in high school again. but whatever. i hate that i still want people to like me. im disgusted with myself.
singing makes it better.
i started watching american beauty then quit cuz it made me think bad thoughts. do you miss me, miss misery, like you say you do?
its me and God. and thats all this is about. if i can get it through my head that its all about Jesus then i'll be ok. peoples opinions so shouldnt matter. but they do. because im just a beggar showing the other beggars where the crumbs are.
but i am lonely. i deserve it, i suppose.
anyway.
you people have fun now.