Oct 08, 2004 22:25
I just wrote this huge thing....and it fucked up....damnit....I'll leave it alone. Well I have gotten over the whole Kass thing....we haven't talked in a day or so...it felt weird not chillen with her and eating lunch with her, she was right; time appart would help alot and it has so far. When I think about "us" when we would chill I would feel like it's just buddiess and was very content with that, I have no clue why I wanted more with her...I knew it would never be...just goes to show "you want what you can't have". Screw it...at least her and I are still friends, I'll wait as long as she needs for us to talk alot more again like before, I assure you all, I have gotten over this thing...I wasn't even sad today that I haven't talked to her.... but it's the first night I go with out hearing my friends voice say "Good Nigth Jakk" or "Good Night Jakky-Poo", damnit, she is a hell of a friend...I am never gonna piss her off again, ever, I am glad I didn't go far enough to make her stop being my friend. It would have really sucked to lose a friend that great and nice. I am gonna show her I am happy and some thanks by baking her some cookies one day like I said I would, "oh yea Jakk bustin out with the Break and Bake Cookies" ^_^ I'll probably do that Sunday if I don't eat what's left! Sorry Kass! You know I love cookies.
I listined to some new music for once, I downloaded Jack Off Jill, I have always wanted to hear what they sound like since Ashley told me about them last year, so I d/l a few songs, I am pretty impressed, they sound great, I really like this song called " Fear of Dying " . Well to bad they broke up in 2001 I believe. Well yea, washed the truck today also, checked out some JTHM stuff that brought back some memories and got me all sinister(I remembered how much I loved that murderous stuff and blood shed, no wonder the cover of the Bleeding Through CD is so awesome, has a knife going through a human heart bleeding every where) Also, getting some new neighboors too, hopefully there cool. Well I am off to my cozy, comfy, warm bed to the dream world of crazy shit that can happen to Jakk. PAYCE!
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