Australia no or go?

[jdm5]

It's weird how every summer up until graduation has pretty much been the same. After that every year things have been completely different. I have to admit I didn't think Bridget was me in the pants book, but the second one I could totally relate too. And after seeing the movie...yeah. I just got back from running. It seems to be the only way I can deal with things. I feel like I could write a book based on each summer since graduation. This summer music has captivated me. I play guitar til my fingers can't take anymore. I listen to it all day. It's cool to actually see kind of how songs are formed. I've already got the basics down on a song I've written and am able to play a couple of well known things. That frisbee and work keep me occupied. Band starts up in two weeks. I'm excited. It's practically July, two months to go. I'm pretty much dying to get out of Syracuse, maybe I've just been here too long, or want something new, or just need a break. I'm kind of nervous of going back to geneseo, I've never really been one to stick around...lol. But I absolutely love it there. I almost think I get bored if things don't switch around or maybe I just like starting over, something new. I'm debating studying abroad in New Zealand in the spring, if I go I'd know two other people going, I've always wanted to go there, I would love to get away. On the other hand I really don't know if I want to miss a semester at geneseo...

There's a shuttle launch July 13th. First one in two years since... Sometimes I wonder if that dream is gone, if I just threw it away or if I'll ever make it up there.