Nov 02, 2005 20:44
im so scared, i need to get tested but i dont know how to tell my mom, or i could buy one from the store but the thing is i have like 3 dollers and thats it. and fuck people need to worry about their own relationships and not mine!! Serisoly now.
school was ok today , but i got morning sickness...... and i got jabbed in the tit with a pencil...thanks to cazie. someone told matt something and pissed the shit out of me.
god i realy dont wanna have this kid, i told matt that i wanna get an abortion and hes like no , ill help you take care of it if you have it. i dont want it to be jamie or cazies kid, specally not jamie. if it were to be anyones id want it to be matt or someone els, but i aint tellen who
idk right now i am praying to god that i get my period.....wow thats a first
Parent teacher confrences tomorrow, oh joy i dont think thats gunna go very well. Most my teachers dont like me, but i dont blame them.
im waiting for a merical to happen serioly now god damnit ..wish me luck!!:(