Mar 17, 2007 22:02
i think it's not that i'm too shy,
i think it's just that i choose to not make friends with people.
i'm not into this highschool bullshit
where you make friends with everyone
and you all act all buddy buddy and talk tons of shit.
i'm tired of talking shit with people who relay it to others.
from now on i'm only talking shit to people like ali who won't go around telling everyone what i have to say. haha.
i'm happy with the people in my life. i love sleeping. i like going to movies. i like talking movies and music with my dad, because he has much better opinions than most people my age. i love my family as a whole, especially my dad's side. i can see similarities between them and me and i hope that i'm half as successful and happy as they have all turned out when i'm older. i like driving. i like going out to breakfast. someone needs to start going out to breakfast with me on saturdays. ohh and i love my dog. i'm worried about her, if i have to put her to sleep i have no idea what i will do, probably have my yearly mental breakdown.
but i'm trying to stay positive so i'm going to stop before i get sad.
my friends are amazing. the few that i have.
i want a boyfriend, but whatever. i haven't met someone that really interests me, at all.
i'm going to get back in contact with a few people.
i reallllllly miss gus, our small little group had such goood times.
i love the koooks. i hope i can see them may 5th.
ohh and me and kelsey are doing much hanging out over springbreak. which is good. tonight was the first night in like 4 months when we've actually made plans and not cancelled them. although we saw premonition which sucked ass.
ps. my phone's dictionary doesn't have 'premonition'. moral of the story : nokia needs to revise their dictionary.
also, i'm realllly hyper. today is a good day. i thnk this summer will be a good summer.
and i really want kelseys moms car. it is sweet and its fast. which means it willl be an automatic no from my dad.