May 31, 2007 20:12
After a very crazy month, I am now back in Saskatchewan. It should have been a happy return home but it was met with an overwhelming feeling of dread. Over the course of 24 days I visited 11 European countries and while it was the best experience of my life it also happened to be the most life upsetting too. I met anazing people from all over the world that it felt like I had known forever, I visited countries that I immediately felt like I belonged. The longer I spent there, the greater sense of home I felt. I felt happier and more confident than I ever have and really took time to examine my life.
Right now I feel in a very weird transitory state. I feel out of place and unsettled with everything. I miss Europe greatly and am finding it hard to get back into the routine I was so used to before I left. I imagine things will settle down eventually but I hope to get back there soon. Saskatchewan seems so lonely to me now, even sounded by all my friends and family.