Not doing too well or at least not as well as I though I was

[jdiddyifc]

So... for the first time in over a year and I'm starting to feel like I'm going through depression again. As none of you know, and probably never would if I didn't feel like this now, I was depressed for most of the first three years of high school. The only thing that really kept me going was that when I did something that would cause me to have to change my schedule I didn't feel anywhere near as bad. Hence, my start of tech work and my decision to be the wrestling manager. And now almost a year and a half after I can last remember feeling that way, I'm starting to realize that I'm once again on a downward slope in my life. And to tell the truth, if I could remember how to cry I probably would be right now.
But thats about all the emotions that I want to get out of the system tonight.
And I just want to let you know that you are all about as good as friends that I could hope too have. So thanks.

Well Goodnight
Peace out
JDiddy