Must be one of those Friday night things, I suppose...
Ever have one of those nights where you just end up looking through old photos and wondering what path your life is on? Yup, I'm having one of those nights. It's a good thing though, I'm at that crossroads where I need to think about where I'm going....and where I've been during this lifetime.
Things I am certain of:
-I honor and respect my parents, and am grateful for having such a good relationship with them
-my practice in Hwardo is most important to me, and I need to spend more time focusing on that
-my career is successful, no matter how I feel during the stressful times, and I should just see where it leads me
-I love my friends and am so thankful to be a part of their lives
-Wells will always be a special place for me, no matter how it changes, because of the people I have met from there and the things I learned
There are plenty of uncertainties in my life right now, but I accept them for what they are and accept that my life is changing every moment. Life is good and I am happy, it just gets very easy to let drama take over and stress me out. I refuse to let it!
This, too, shall pass...
Okay, enough with seriousness. In other news: I go on vacation next week and I cannot wait! I need to break from work to relax and enjoy myself. Anyone care to have a visit from Cricket? I am delightfully available right now.
I plan on getting caught up in Hwardo too, so that should be entertaining. I always enjoy a good fight or two ;). I had to take my sparring gear home and wash it because it was dreadful....it hadn't been cleaned since my 2nd degree test last May. I had to wear it before taking it home and was grossed out. I suppose that's the girly side of me, the men in class don't seem to care too much (probably because they are all ready sweaty and gross....girls sweat isn't gross ;) :-p).
Other than that not too much to report. My life can seem rather uneventful at times, but I think it's that time of year. I am doing a walk for to Tompkins County SPCA on Sept. 21st, so if you want to help kitties and puppies, feel free to sponser me! It's going to be a good time....so far several friends (and their doggies) are joining Chipotle and myself. Most likely though, I'll probably be more involved in the fall, when I decide to be more active. Lately I've just felt the need to be at home and spend some quality time with me. It's all good.
Now I need to stop rambling and go to sleep. It's past my bedtime after all, and I hopefully can drag my bum out of bed tomorrow morning early enough to go to practice. Ha, I have high ambitions. I hope everyone is doing well and having a lovely end to their summers. Be well :).
"Must be your skin that I'm sinkin in
Must be for real cause now I can feel
and I didn't mind
it's not my kind
not my time to wonder why
everything's gone white
and everything's grey
now your here now you away
I don't want this
remember that
I'll never forget where your at
don't let the days go by
glycerine
I'm never alone
I'm alone all the time
are you at one
or do you lie
we live in a wheel
where everyone steals
but when we rise it's like strawberry fields
If I treated you bad
you bruise my face
couldn't love you more
you got a beautiful taste
don't let the days go by
could have been easier on you
I couldn't change though I wanted to
could have been easier by three
our old friend fear and you and me
glycerine
don't let the days go by
glycerine
I needed you more
when we wanted us less
I could not kiss just regress
it might just be
clear simple and plain
that's just fine
that's just one of my names
don't let the days go by
could've been easier on you
glycerine"
Things I am certain of:
-I honor and respect my parents, and am grateful for having such a good relationship with them
-my practice in Hwardo is most important to me, and I need to spend more time focusing on that
-my career is successful, no matter how I feel during the stressful times, and I should just see where it leads me
-I love my friends and am so thankful to be a part of their lives
-Wells will always be a special place for me, no matter how it changes, because of the people I have met from there and the things I learned
There are plenty of uncertainties in my life right now, but I accept them for what they are and accept that my life is changing every moment. Life is good and I am happy, it just gets very easy to let drama take over and stress me out. I refuse to let it!
This, too, shall pass...
Okay, enough with seriousness. In other news: I go on vacation next week and I cannot wait! I need to break from work to relax and enjoy myself. Anyone care to have a visit from Cricket? I am delightfully available right now.
I plan on getting caught up in Hwardo too, so that should be entertaining. I always enjoy a good fight or two ;). I had to take my sparring gear home and wash it because it was dreadful....it hadn't been cleaned since my 2nd degree test last May. I had to wear it before taking it home and was grossed out. I suppose that's the girly side of me, the men in class don't seem to care too much (probably because they are all ready sweaty and gross....girls sweat isn't gross ;) :-p).
Other than that not too much to report. My life can seem rather uneventful at times, but I think it's that time of year. I am doing a walk for to Tompkins County SPCA on Sept. 21st, so if you want to help kitties and puppies, feel free to sponser me! It's going to be a good time....so far several friends (and their doggies) are joining Chipotle and myself. Most likely though, I'll probably be more involved in the fall, when I decide to be more active. Lately I've just felt the need to be at home and spend some quality time with me. It's all good.
Now I need to stop rambling and go to sleep. It's past my bedtime after all, and I hopefully can drag my bum out of bed tomorrow morning early enough to go to practice. Ha, I have high ambitions. I hope everyone is doing well and having a lovely end to their summers. Be well :).
"Must be your skin that I'm sinkin in
Must be for real cause now I can feel
and I didn't mind
it's not my kind
not my time to wonder why
everything's gone white
and everything's grey
now your here now you away
I don't want this
remember that
I'll never forget where your at
don't let the days go by
glycerine
I'm never alone
I'm alone all the time
are you at one
or do you lie
we live in a wheel
where everyone steals
but when we rise it's like strawberry fields
If I treated you bad
you bruise my face
couldn't love you more
you got a beautiful taste
don't let the days go by
could have been easier on you
I couldn't change though I wanted to
could have been easier by three
our old friend fear and you and me
glycerine
don't let the days go by
glycerine
I needed you more
when we wanted us less
I could not kiss just regress
it might just be
clear simple and plain
that's just fine
that's just one of my names
don't let the days go by
could've been easier on you
glycerine"