Feb 05, 2005 15:20
Im feeling depressed today, I dont know who's my friend anymore, like 4 people call me, and a certain "someone" wont return my voicemails, im's, and text messages. I know next time I talk to him/her it will be just like, "I didnt get em'", or "ive been busy every second of every day so I couldnt POSSIBLY have time to call you and make you happy." Something like that, well im taking that as a hint and never trying to contact that person again(I will miss you, we have had alot of good times, its hard to let go [emo tear]). Every day my struggle to remain sane gets harder and harder! for example.. I shaved my beard..HALF of it, so when you look at me from the left side I look clean shaven, chin and all, but when you look at me from the right, I look like the dirty bum Ive proven myself to be. Cheerio!