Flippin PROOF!
First of all i am sorry for not updating recently but lately ALOT has changed.... the "flippin proof" is a few things...
1. The day i wrote my last entry i wrote it because i felt i had to, not thinking that God had any specific plan or anything of the sort... i even wrote, "is this all God wants me to do today write this entry?" or something like that, and i havent been on my name since then, i have been checking "thesimongirl"s journal(which is my bands journal)anyways i come on today because a new friend Jolene pop's up on AIM and tells me how my last entry blessed her in some way and BOOM i go to my last journal(the one i wrote and forgot about)and BAM theres like 6 entries!!! that pretty much follow the same lines including one from my awesome friend sarah...which i wish i would have read sooner... But at any rate...Flippin PROOF!
and the second reason...
2.All those things i wrote in the journal have changed in some way...everyone who reads this look out... sometimes you get what you pray for.
ok you know how i was all like, man i have nothing to do and i was torn between full time ministry and working and a career and such...weeeeelll
God allowed me to go back to school this semester which is a blessing in discise(sp?)because the classes worked out perfect and my teachers are actulally the GOOD ones...also after a series of random God influenced events i also got a job, a FULL TIME job which isnt what I really wanted but the job is awesome its a christian run business right on the ocean in Newport and guess what i am?? a Sales MANAGER i am in charge of all of our Gondola ride sales and bookings, its crazy...and also with the ministry thing my band is Flippin COOKIN we have so many worship events set up that i am so stoked!! also i have been playing music with my friend Brian and our friend Amanda, and the seaside(my church)worship team...AND God has set it on my heart to start a youth band for our High school group.. the ideas are still in the prayer/brainstorming phase but so far so good.......SO if anyone gets anything out of this entry other than an hour long introspective look at my life to date...get this,
God loves you, and he loves to love you, and he wants to show you that he loves you more than anything else, stop what youre doing, and consider that God holds your very next breath in his hands...and stop being stubborn and realise that it is his will that will be done and lay down YOUR plans and YOUR thoughts and test them by HIS spirit and once you do that, it may not be instant, it took me 7 months...but once you do that, things WILL change and always for the better...
sorry if this entry gets a little intense it is not my desire to tell anyone to do anything but just know my heart lies in these very words i have written and i pray a blessing over this entry and to those who read it that the lord would give you the strength to follow his will and that HIS Glory would be shown through all of us!!!
1. The day i wrote my last entry i wrote it because i felt i had to, not thinking that God had any specific plan or anything of the sort... i even wrote, "is this all God wants me to do today write this entry?" or something like that, and i havent been on my name since then, i have been checking "thesimongirl"s journal(which is my bands journal)anyways i come on today because a new friend Jolene pop's up on AIM and tells me how my last entry blessed her in some way and BOOM i go to my last journal(the one i wrote and forgot about)and BAM theres like 6 entries!!! that pretty much follow the same lines including one from my awesome friend sarah...which i wish i would have read sooner... But at any rate...Flippin PROOF!
and the second reason...
2.All those things i wrote in the journal have changed in some way...everyone who reads this look out... sometimes you get what you pray for.
ok you know how i was all like, man i have nothing to do and i was torn between full time ministry and working and a career and such...weeeeelll
God allowed me to go back to school this semester which is a blessing in discise(sp?)because the classes worked out perfect and my teachers are actulally the GOOD ones...also after a series of random God influenced events i also got a job, a FULL TIME job which isnt what I really wanted but the job is awesome its a christian run business right on the ocean in Newport and guess what i am?? a Sales MANAGER i am in charge of all of our Gondola ride sales and bookings, its crazy...and also with the ministry thing my band is Flippin COOKIN we have so many worship events set up that i am so stoked!! also i have been playing music with my friend Brian and our friend Amanda, and the seaside(my church)worship team...AND God has set it on my heart to start a youth band for our High school group.. the ideas are still in the prayer/brainstorming phase but so far so good.......SO if anyone gets anything out of this entry other than an hour long introspective look at my life to date...get this,
God loves you, and he loves to love you, and he wants to show you that he loves you more than anything else, stop what youre doing, and consider that God holds your very next breath in his hands...and stop being stubborn and realise that it is his will that will be done and lay down YOUR plans and YOUR thoughts and test them by HIS spirit and once you do that, it may not be instant, it took me 7 months...but once you do that, things WILL change and always for the better...
sorry if this entry gets a little intense it is not my desire to tell anyone to do anything but just know my heart lies in these very words i have written and i pray a blessing over this entry and to those who read it that the lord would give you the strength to follow his will and that HIS Glory would be shown through all of us!!!