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[jdd492]

drama is silly but it's inavoidable
parties are scary
why in the world did I want one again
oh yea
i'm going to be 'sixteen'
it's supposed to be a big deal
oh well
it won't
but that'll be okay

because later
i'll be going somewhere important
with two of the best people ever
and i'll get to feel important
and like the best person ever
and i'll get to swim (but probably won't)
and talk about boys
and drink coffee while feeding ducks
and go garage sale-ing
and make hemp stuff
and get really dirty
and listen to lost and found

but then
well there's the one thing
where there won't be someone there who was
and i'll miss him alot
but i'll try not to think about him
which can be thought of as mean

but ya know
as long as scott is still telling us of his life goal
[to be a house husband]and how he'll pull it off
and we can go fey-hunting
and get ourselves stuck is sticky situations
and get ice cream every day because i love making my dad's weird traditions my own
and we get to swing

then it will be the best ever

just like last year