over-rated, under-rated
it is dangerous when exams end.
i am looking forward to making my life more and more spartan. my room next year is lusciously tiny, i will have no extraneous bullshit, no decoration, just bed books wikipedia jackdaniels sainburysbasicorangejuice and milk. i wont go out, or smoke, or take (ketamine) or make any more friends. i have let my opportunities down and i will devote sufficient time to inflating them again. i am realising that half of my friends are young liars have no idea what life will be like in 5 years time and the other half are charmless men who think about it too much. i would like to join an army in south america, shave my head and get strong. maybe this is all "making maps out of my dreams", which is the kind of thing i despise, but it is not enough to know only one or two corners of the world. it is not a small world, it is an enormous one. we are all small and inconsequential, but there is no reason for us to not put that to our advantage.
i am looking forward to making my life more and more spartan. my room next year is lusciously tiny, i will have no extraneous bullshit, no decoration, just bed books wikipedia jackdaniels sainburysbasicorangejuice and milk. i wont go out, or smoke, or take (ketamine) or make any more friends. i have let my opportunities down and i will devote sufficient time to inflating them again. i am realising that half of my friends are young liars have no idea what life will be like in 5 years time and the other half are charmless men who think about it too much. i would like to join an army in south america, shave my head and get strong. maybe this is all "making maps out of my dreams", which is the kind of thing i despise, but it is not enough to know only one or two corners of the world. it is not a small world, it is an enormous one. we are all small and inconsequential, but there is no reason for us to not put that to our advantage.