Nov 02, 2005 13:46
i was at the hospital yesterday to see kristen's nephew. he is the cutest!! i couldn't wait to hold him, (if you know me, you know im a sucker for kids.) but i didnt want to ask because i knew his family would want to hold him and its only right that they all got to, i figured if i didnt get to hold him i could always do it someother time. but i got to hold him for a while!! i tried to feed him but he was having none of it...his sleeve tasted better i guess. but while i was holding him i realized that i do really want kids. not now but someday...ive been saying for years that i didnt want kids but thats only because i didnt want a kid like me...but i love kids too much not to have some of my own. but yea if you get a chance everyone should see kristen's nephew he is adorable. well they both are but nicholas is still an infant so hes totaly differnt kinda cute then anthony...