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Its been a few months since my last post, so i thought I would write.
It should serve me well seeing how I usually feel better after
writing...I used to write poems...but now any writing will do. Last
night, for example, I was feeling anxious about school so I wrote a
"stream of concsiousness." dunno how much it helped. but it seemed to
have until today...its stupid of me really, to care about people, even
after they are "gone." i guess its somewhat a flaw to want to know how
people are doing..anyways...
I got a job before halloween, so ive been working downtown at macys for
three months now. I love my job..i went into the interview enthusiastic
as all hell and somehow mantained that...attitude, for lack of a better
word, since then. my coworkers think im crazy..always saying some
random things, and busting jokes out of nowhere...but i dont care, they
laugh, thats all that really matters.. I really love my job because i
love knowing that I earned every penny that i get on my checks..and i
dont just give the minimum, I mean somedays I do..but most days i bust
my ass..even when nobody else is working. but yea. so thats work. i got
my license in november, 5 days before my second court day, speakin of
which, the judge dropped my ticket and i didnt have to pay anything. i
start school tuesday. Im a bit anxious, i feel my brain has been
rotting in my head..being put to use will do it some good. i signed up
for 14 or 15 units.. tested into Eng 300: College Composition and Math
120: Intermediate Algebra so i signed up for those along with a
Biology: Intro to Human Anatomy, an Astronmy class and a social dance
class..ill learn to do the waltz..joy. Im looking into studios for
ballet...i need to dance, ive withered a bit and I yearn for my
enjoyment, although i dont beleive ill be on stage anymore, i still
need to dance..well, im hungry, so im gonna go look for something to
eat..ill try and write again soon..
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