So how do you know when enough is enough
Weird day, stayed up late playing games and stuff than got up early and did the same. Tawney woke me up this morning, what was odd about it was that I was having a bad dream with her in it. She claims she was napping and heard someone sit on the edge of the bed next to her and she half opened her eyes, all sleepy like, and it was me, but i was all blurry and distorted. I said something but it was like it was sped up alot, like a record or something on hi speed. The dream I was having I dont really remember but it was bad, not scary bad but I was upset, Tawney was there with her ex/current boytoy....there were....not the cops but some figure of power there, and she was crying. The rest is a blur of sleepy dream images and fluff. I told her i was giving her a phone call in my head, :D. I was upset methinks cuz my Mom of all people drunken dialed me and gave me a rant about everything she felt she needed to share. Lots of tears and drunken blubbering on the phone. I more or less told her to call me when she sobered up a bit, than said my goodbyes and hung up. If i couldve turned out the way I am now, and have been found under a cabbage leaf by buddist monks, my life would be so much simpler methinks. And to all those cool robes and bells and stuff. Wishful thinking. Anyway im not really down for this whole baring of the soul shit tonite. maybe later