...rantingishness?
I don't open up to anyone almost ever. not my family or my friends. I dont know why i just dont. sometimes i wish i did or could. sometimes i wish they'd try harder sometimes i wish they'd leave me alone. never-the-less, heres a list for what reason i dunno lol of t he things that bother me.
1. I don't like being alone
2. i'm scared of being a nusance to ppl
3. Im surrounded by death
4. I don't want to grow old and/or die
5. I don't want to watch the same thing happen to my friends
6. I want another relationship but im afraid of losing my freedom again
7. I'm afraid I'm sexually inadequate (SHUT THE FUCK UP)
I'm sure there's more but thats a big chunk of it. funny coming from someone who always says if you cant change it dont worry about it huh? guess i need to practice more of what i preach lol...
1. I don't like being alone
2. i'm scared of being a nusance to ppl
3. Im surrounded by death
4. I don't want to grow old and/or die
5. I don't want to watch the same thing happen to my friends
6. I want another relationship but im afraid of losing my freedom again
7. I'm afraid I'm sexually inadequate (SHUT THE FUCK UP)
I'm sure there's more but thats a big chunk of it. funny coming from someone who always says if you cant change it dont worry about it huh? guess i need to practice more of what i preach lol...