gravity is dead, you see

[jdavis86]

aside from sara, i don't guess anybody really reads this

so, Hi Sara

but i'll continue just b/c it suits me

so, yeah, my head hurts b/c i've been awake for 28 hours or so. and it's been a blast, in no way at all

and i'm lonely in a way

and anger is a prolific seed

and i'm moving backward, undoing some good things, collapsing in my soul

not to mention, i would prefer saying 'hi' to forcing laughter

so, i'm talking to Chae, which is nice, because i miss her a lot and i'm happy that everything is going so great for her and dan

and, altogether, that is a pretty good feeling

but i am burdened by thoughts of madness, violence which kills students, leaving us all to wonder whether someone we know has been killed-- VA TECH: and most of all, i wish i had kathleen's number... b/c i really hope that she is okay. as far as we can tell, i think everyone from norton is fine... but it doesn't make the violence any less mad, any less horrific in scope and execution

and then, the one who is very near, she cries some more

and i'm lonely in a way

and anger is a prolific seed

so, yeah, my head hurts