the most pleasant of surprises

[jdavis86]

i was never mad about anything... i had no right to be

now, who knows
i doubt things could ever be
the way events unfold in fantasy
but i still have something to return

-only,
when i do,
instead of saying all those things i imagined i would
i think i'll just tell the truth
for once

wouldn't that be nice?

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i'll be leaving tomorrow around midday! if anyone needs to reach me, call after nine. i'm gonna see some sights and try and live it up- take a break from work, thank goodness! this past week was really fun... it was nice to have an feeling of independence that is unlike what i experience on the college scene. being at home, cleaning up after my own mess, finding my own sustenance, and taking care of mom's cats showed me that i could live on my own. i could make it anyway... but moreover, this week showed me how nice it is to have someone around who cares for you and is willing to take care of some of life's necessities. i don't know what comes next... i received some unexpected news. i don't know what will happen, but i guess i know what i would like. "i can be whatever i choose... and this knowledge is the first step toward achievement."

true that

-everyone be good and
i will come back for you