*so lets play dr babe well operate today incisions must be made u could help solve this case*

Oct 13, 2004 00:05

*The First Day of fall is the last day I'll kiss the sky
The cold air surprises my bones have been spoiled by the summer's heat
The sun hides its face, and I'll hide mine too
Sooner or later this winter will rain down and leave me to wait for one year.
I'll be there, I promise.
Next year this time, I'll be there waiting.
I'll dream of the past, and wish that I was there.
I am burning the letters of days gone by
I'm so sorry, but I'm scared that my heart will regret the things that I've done
Breathe in all of the ashes of my mistakes.
Gently collapse so no one will notice that you're falling too short of your breath.
I've wasted so much more time dream than living.
I'll be there.
So cherish these days, enjoy every breath like it will be the last of your life.
Please never look back because you won't forget why you cried.*~Daphne Loves Derby

I think I may have put those lyrics in here before but I don't remeber either way I'm totally feelin it, it suddenly got like really cold overnight..blah I hate the cold I can't adapt to it, heat doesn't bother me as much except at night when I can't sleep and that sux. I guess it's not to bad though I kinda like fall I'm psyched for Halloween and Homecoming(which is this weekend:)Thing I'm not psyched about is the fact that I got a 69 on my Accounting exam that I studied really really hard for..yea that's right I am stupid but in happiness my D in Money&Banking may become a C IDK I will see next Thursday after my second exam which I am super scared for..next week is oging to suck, Money and Banking exam on Tuesday and Theatre exam on Wednesday..on Wednesday at 4:00 I can breathe again..or at least until November 4th..ok so life is kinda crappy Idon't really have a whole lot of time to enjoy myself, school work owns me and the free time I do have I spent mostly with my Etas and the other sisters and honestly it is the only fun I have in my life..I <3 them they're awesome. On friday night we had a mixer with the LSU boys it was OK and then around 1ish we peaced out and headed over to one of Cat's friends apartments and parties there. It was a good time everyone there was really nice and their choice of music was steller..Alien Ant Farm, Bush etc..it was some good shit too bad frat parties don't play it..I mean I prefer that over that rap shit they play I mean half the time I don't even know the songs they're playing..OK so sometimes I do but overall not a fan of rap over here. Saturday I spent the whole day studying for my Management exam then had a play on Douglass at night and then wa up till 4am studying Business management and then Sunday studied all day again and went to a play at Princeton U at night..be proud I actually made it there without getting lost I was soooo proud of myself:) I met Rich and Mike there but we were seperated so we didnt get to sit together:( And may I say people at Princeton are rich I met kids who go there..rich..as well as alum who were at eh play..rich..the campus ws kinda creepy because it was dark and the buildings were kinda old and spooky but I kinda like it I like spooky old things like that esp. in the fall around Halloween;)I would def go there again it was fun. The only thing that surprised me was no cops I mean WTF at Rutgers you are swarmed by cops but my mom was like Danielle it is Princeton its not like Rutgers there is no crime yea OK so when I asked sum guy for directions on where to park he wouldnt tell me unless I gave him a ride..which I didnt..because he was probably a rapist..weirdo. As for management exam which I studied A LOT for I don't foresee a totally awesome grade because I suck at memeorizing and forgot what a lot of the words ment..stellar I'm retarded. I don't get it I study hard and I do bad I was a bio major I did bad I switch to econ and I still do bad..go figure I am stupid I am still amazed I even got into college. O yea and Nick sux why can't he just say something to me I mean WTF he just stares I wish he'd say something..I wish he loved me like I love him..he's the cause to all my problems when I see him i'm happy at first b/c I get that feeling in my tummy like butterflies and my heart beats fast but then he just stares and doesn't say anything and then I want to cry..I hate him, not really him but I hate the way I feel about him. Hot boys in my Money and Banking class and this kid in my accounting class..he was in my stats class last yr too..take my mind off of him a lil bit obv not a lot b/c I am thinking about him now!!!! In happy news the Yankees won tonight..suck it Boston ha. Ok I'm done now I'll be back some time next week after my two exams and my nervous breakdown subsides..Homecoming this weekend and midnight madness..stellar..OK really done now..BYE.

xoxo Danielle <3<3

Love imperfectly. Be a love idiot. Spill things. tell secrets. Let yourself forget any love “ideal.” Wake up laughing and cry frequently. Perfection in love is a narrow and suffocating path. I can attest to the numbing, unrewarding effects of it in love.
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