Aug 19, 2004 22:33
*three sleepless nights
this isn't how its supposed to be
but you are so good at taking your time
to get back to me
i will wait for you forever,
if you would just ask me
i thought that i could change you
but you changed me
but it doesn't feel right
holding someone else's hand
together on phone line
and living at two opposite ends
its scares me to think that you could find takers other than me and better than me
but you're head is elsewhere and im talking enough for both of us
when will you see it's not so easy for me
your careless and whispered insulting and bruising
and i thought that you said
things were improving
these laces are untied
but my feet are still walking away
i never thought that you could say these words
is this really happening?
don't say that we can still be friends
erase my name from this page
how can you take all these days
and tow them away
as i sit here waiting for you
i stay upnights
until stars leave the sky
knowing what my dreams can take away
walk away from me this night is done*Emery
Hola a todos:) Well what can I say I've been up to the same old shit with the same old people that I know and love:) But besides that I took a little excursion to the Freehold Mall yesterday after playing cheuffer to my sister. They had a lot of stuff I wanted (Abercrombie, AE, Express, Ny&Co, Limited etc.) but due ot my inadequate funding I could not meet my demands:( I saw this boy who is one of Nick's frat brothers he kinda smiled and acknowledged me so I did the same back..I also ran into this kid a few weeks ago when I went bowling with Andrea and Anthony and discovered that half of AEPi was there as well..well half of AEPi minus Nick:( It's weird I always run into his brothers or his friends but never him it makes me sad because I heart him:( I always wonder if his friends ever tell him when they see me..hhmmm..ever since this grl started asking weird questions about me to my mom I've been kinda suspicious only b/c she knew I went to Rutgers/Cook and the only person she asked if I knew was Nick and I know she's like BFF with the grl who may possibly be going out with Nick..IDK if that makes sense but take it for what it's worth..at first I didn't think anything of it because I am like the biggest ditz ever but even my mom said it was weird the way she spoke about me like she was trying to get info on me or something IDK Diana thought it was a little weird also and after I really thought about I started to think it was weird too. O well enough about that..today I went to the EB mall all day with the mama dukes it was enjoyable and I can get good shit there cheap:) I went ot DEB and got another poncho its Khaki and White and looks just like my Black and White one but I am obsessed so I had to get it plus it was only 5 bucks so wooohoo..I also went to Victoria's Secret for a new bra and bought two plus opened an angels account:) I am seriousely the hardest person to get a bra for my boobs don't cooperate at all and they make me mad..there names are Thelma and Loiuse in case anyoone cares hehe. Anywhos after shopping all day I went to Applebees for dinner yummy. O and I got my pictures back today yippie except some of them came out shitty and I don't have a scanner so I'll have to see if Rose will let me use her scanner again otherwise no pictures:(..OK loves time to go..TTYL
xoxo Danielle <3<3
*Tonight I watched the lights go out in your house
Wondering how I could get so deep and you could still get sleep
In vain I blame my trembling on the cold air
But I can't hide that I've relied on you
Like yellow does on blue
And you're my
Good feeling
I'm kneeling
Inside a room he paints me blue
And you are
My reason
For breathing
Inside a room he paints me blue again*~Something Corporate