May 25, 2004 19:04
don't look at me now
I said with eyes that YOU can hardly take.
because i'm stuck with a smile
that doesn't fit me anymore
I said.. who wants a life
that's filled with semesters?
and useless knowledge and wasted credits?
you can stay here tonight or maybe forever..
and no one has to know cause i wont let you go
and i cant wait to write you
a letter for everyday that i cant bear
you can fill these moments with words like forever
but you gotta swear - don't forget to remember me
I said with a smile
that screams of tears and not another word
gunna spend my nights either sleepless or
dreaming about you
I said
who wants a life of lost adolescense
thats filled wtih regrets and anti-depressants
ive said it before and you know that i meant it
youre all i want to know
and i wont let that go
let's just hope that nothing happens
wait forever not for me
life-long problems and last kisses;
all you ever gave to me.~ JamisonParker
*ok so I changed the words around a lil*
The last few days have been kinda weird. Yesterday I went on a job interview but I don't know how that went, I won't find out till Thursday. After that I walked around the mall a little and saw like a million things that I wanted but couldn't get b/c of lack of dinero but whatever, what can ya do. I went to Macy's to get more soffes but they were all sold out of the colors that I wanted..pink and white..and all the colors they had I already had. I also saw this shirt that said "I LOVE NICK" on it I was like OMG ha..don't worry kiddies I didn't buy it it was like 20 bucks. After that Iwent and met my mom at Kohl's because her and my sis were shopping and a referee was needed lol. Today I got up madd early cause I had to go up to Rutgers to meet Chris. He bought my chem set for 20 dollars which I was sooo happy for because I never used it and I payed 20 for it so I was happy that I was able to get some money since Rutgers doesn't let you sell back half the shit they make you by ggrrr..after I met up with him I went over to Somerset to drop some shit off but the place was closed so I was like whatever and I went downtown and bought another pair of Chinese Slipper shoes in pink...soo cute..I def have to admit I have an addiction problem to the color pink like I won't look at something if it's not pink..ok well sometimes I buy other colors..but for the most part it's pink. I swear I am home for summer but I spend more time at Rutgers than in Manalapan. maybe it's because Manalapan sucks big time. This afternoon Rose came over, we were going to go to Woodbridge but we were both to lazy to really do anything so we sat around gossiping hehe..no one is safe from our wrath. Alrite luvs I'm outtie..ttyl
xoxo Danielle <3<3
*All this time away from you
with you would be better
all those days of summer fun
i missed you more than ever
absence make the heart grow
whether i ponder still you know
I never will stay silent
it was a big mistake
to let me have my way in the first place
it was a big mistake
to let me memorize your face*~Copeland