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Hello everyone.
Life is confusing.
I quit my job at Mellow. I got a new job at Jazzeppe's. I feel that it's time and Jazzeppe's will be better. It's a lot closer to home and I'd rather work in fine dining. And I know Mickey is a piece of shit.
I've discovered that I really really hate people in numbers. Large groups of people drive me fucking crazy. I can tolerate small groups, they're ok. That's one of the reasons I hate places like Wal Mart so much. Crowds and crowds of people that I already know I'd hate, going about their lives with their obnoxious children.
I've decided that I need to change my unhealthy lifestyle. I smoke a pack a day, I eat way too much fried food, rarely eat fruits and vegetables, I have no type of balance in my diet, I'm not fit. It's getting to be too much for me. I told my Mom I really need to quit smoking. I intend to now. I really don't want to kill myself with something like nicotine.
I have way too much anxiety. It's killing me.
I want to take a trip to see Elizabeth. And I want to take a trip to visit Jeremy and Lexie. I need to get my alignment fixed, though.
I've decided I'm going to find a sushi rolling thing and learn to make sushi. They have huge bags of rice at Walmart. Also seaweed paper and wasabi. I need to get a rice cooker.
My parents told me I can wait until next fall to go to college. Whether or not I do this is still up in the air. I would like to get out of Biloxi. I need to see if I can register for any scholarships for the upcoming semester. If not, I might wait and apply for the scholarship for the fall.
They also told me that if I choose to move out and I'm not in school, I have to support myself.
I still don't fucking feel good.
Life is confusing.
I quit my job at Mellow. I got a new job at Jazzeppe's. I feel that it's time and Jazzeppe's will be better. It's a lot closer to home and I'd rather work in fine dining. And I know Mickey is a piece of shit.
I've discovered that I really really hate people in numbers. Large groups of people drive me fucking crazy. I can tolerate small groups, they're ok. That's one of the reasons I hate places like Wal Mart so much. Crowds and crowds of people that I already know I'd hate, going about their lives with their obnoxious children.
I've decided that I need to change my unhealthy lifestyle. I smoke a pack a day, I eat way too much fried food, rarely eat fruits and vegetables, I have no type of balance in my diet, I'm not fit. It's getting to be too much for me. I told my Mom I really need to quit smoking. I intend to now. I really don't want to kill myself with something like nicotine.
I have way too much anxiety. It's killing me.
I want to take a trip to see Elizabeth. And I want to take a trip to visit Jeremy and Lexie. I need to get my alignment fixed, though.
I've decided I'm going to find a sushi rolling thing and learn to make sushi. They have huge bags of rice at Walmart. Also seaweed paper and wasabi. I need to get a rice cooker.
My parents told me I can wait until next fall to go to college. Whether or not I do this is still up in the air. I would like to get out of Biloxi. I need to see if I can register for any scholarships for the upcoming semester. If not, I might wait and apply for the scholarship for the fall.
They also told me that if I choose to move out and I'm not in school, I have to support myself.
I still don't fucking feel good.