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I don't understand what the hell my problem is. It's like every 5 minutes something new is pissing me off and I can't keep myself from blowing up. I can't keep myself calm, I can't keep myself collected, all I can do to keep things from getting worse is to just keep my mouth shut, and that just pisses her off even more. I don't understand why I'm like this to begin with. It's like everytime something goes wrong she runs to him. It's like every time something goes wrong everything blows up in my face. I can't do a thing without something getting pushed back onto me, and whenever I feel like shit something has to happen that makes me feel even worse. Something in my head refuses to make me feel better, only worse, and I can't control it. I cut myself the other night, yet I stopped myself at the same time. I wouldn't let it go all the way in, just scratch the surface, as in to remind myself of how stupid I have become over the past few weeks.
I want sex now. I didn't want sex about 2 hours ago, but that was before I had my groin grinded on. Yet I'm the asshole typical guy now because now I want it. Fucking shoot me or make this life make more sense.
I want sex now. I didn't want sex about 2 hours ago, but that was before I had my groin grinded on. Yet I'm the asshole typical guy now because now I want it. Fucking shoot me or make this life make more sense.