i hate how much you beat yourself up about this - it sucks, and its lame, and it makes me want to sort of shake you and say 'hello, your better than this', but honestly, its not worth the pain you put yourself through. i hate that look in your eyes, the look that you give me, the one where you try to convince me your not good enough for me. because you are. your better, your too good. and this may be one of your imperfections, but what about all of mine? all the shit i put you through b/c of the past, all the fucking crap i make you deal with... its just a balance. and honestly jason, with all your faults, i still love you. tonight made me so happy, to be able to just lay in bed with you and fall asleep, i honestly couldnt have been happier. i love you so much, i can not explain that love to you, how deep & unconditional it is. you may claim to be lucky, but i am certainly luckier. ♥
as for the affair with the backspace button, as long as your admitting to cheating, i think we can work from there... [did you realize that you wrote affair and then spent ten lines talking about how committed & in love you are?] what a goof. ♥
i know you did. which is definitely a step up and above what it was before, no? next time maybe it wont even be mentioned? maybe? i dont know. i hate saying next time, like implying, i feel like a terrible girlfriend, and in some ways, i know that i need to be comprimising a little bit also, its just harder for me, for all the reasons i explain to you earlier.. that whole coming to terms with things just made me feel even dumber though. im not that bad am i? but yes. tonight was incredible. minus the drive home, which wasnt so nice. lol. im a goof too. we can be goofs in love. that sounds really corny. gross. ♥
it sounds either a) corny or b) the title of a Disney Channel Movie haha...I can see it now... satring you and me and Hilary Duff...and Raven
it definitely was a step up. step by step i guess, thats the way to success. next time it wont be mentioned! I almost didnt mention it this time! I was sooo close. its like my own little twelve step program...compromise is key, thats true, but it doesnt mean you're a terrible girlfriend by any means, thats popycock. yeah. i said it. motherfuckin popycock.
yea Ive been to England!
you're not that bad, you are most certainly not that bad. you know you're good
check out Goofs In Love premeiring this month on the Disney Channel
i love you so much, i can not explain that love to you, how deep & unconditional it is. you may claim to be lucky, but i am certainly luckier. ♥
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that whole coming to terms with things just made me feel even dumber though. im not that bad am i?
but yes. tonight was incredible. minus the drive home, which wasnt so nice. lol.
im a goof too. we can be goofs in love. that sounds really corny. gross. ♥
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haha...I can see it now...
satring you and me and Hilary Duff...and Raven
it definitely was a step up. step by step i guess, thats the way to success. next time it wont be mentioned! I almost didnt mention it this time! I was sooo close. its like my own little twelve step program...compromise is key, thats true, but it doesnt mean you're a terrible girlfriend by any means, thats popycock. yeah. i said it. motherfuckin popycock.
yea Ive been to England!
you're not that bad, you are most certainly not that bad. you know you're good
check out Goofs In Love premeiring this month on the Disney Channel
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