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it's pretty much been a week since i've written in here but sadly there is still little to write about. I leave for mexico in a little over two weeks and i have nothing ready for the trip. I haven't stumbled across any new love interests even though i need to for the sake of sanity and moving on. I'm not starting school soon which makes me sad, but then again that is also still up in the air so i'm not 100 percent sure on that either. I got my first tattoo though yesterday. i've decided i'm kinky because it felt more good than bad and honestly it really didn't feel bad at all. it tickled in all the right places. i got it with alex and now we both have this phoenix that we got from, uhm, a piece of jewelry, or tribal card. i forget which story was best to stick to. but i'm glad i got it with him because it was really nervewracking going in there not knowing what to expect, but even with all that i was comforted because he was there with me holding my hand through it all, figuratively and literally. i knew nothing bad would happen with him there. that and i wouldn't want to be a dumbass with anyone but him. other than that and everything else i have mentioned, things on this side are running a bit slow. There are mere weeks until brandon is back home and i'm loving it. MB and i are what you could call back on good terms after many months of estrangement. it feels nice, but i won't jump in too quickly, this is more one of those situations where it's better to wade in cautiously, and i'll do just that. it's months away but i'm excited for christmas. where this is coming from i don't know, but i've been craving some good family bonding and this is the best time of year where that happens. I think this may be the first year brandon will be here to partake in the festivities and that is very exciting, especially since i think his grandma will be visiting. It'll be nice to have them here for that. damn, i really do need someone to occupy my thoughts, i've spent way too much time focusing on myself and that just seems to put me in an awkward position because i never seem to be heading toward where i want to be going and it's frustrating. And the only other person who seems to be in there with me, well, we won't even get into that.