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ok so now for the real entry, last one was kind of a delusional load of rambling bullshit i guess. I haven't been home much this past week, which i really like. It feels good to me to have the days just run right into eachother to where you can't really decipher which activities happened on what day and you just come to the conclusion that they just, well, happened. It's been fun though blurring my memory out and hanging out with people that i don't normally see. Spent a good night with max, travis and katherine, amongst other people, but these three were people i used to see a lot of, they were close to me and then highschool drama happened to where simply put, we just parted ways. Well anyway, let's just say that it was a good night, one of the best i've had this summer.
A lot of things have been going on this past week, but mostly in my head. Starting to rethink some things i have done, things i feel sometimes i should have played out differently but in the end always come back to the known notion that if i had the chance to do them over again, i still strongly believe that i would have done them the exact same way. and that makes me smile. There are some of them though that i wished weren't just things i have done, but were still things i am presently doing, more or less meant in the literal sense. I guess i just miss 'doing' certain, uhm, things...yes.
I haven't smoked in a really long time and i am starting to crave it mildly.
I wish certain people would stop hitting on me and get the picture that i will just be the girl next door. I will warmly welcome a strictly platonic friendship, but goddamn, stop trying to get at me when i'm drunk! although apparently these days that seems to be the favored activity amongst people who hang out with me. i'm starting to wonder if the only reason people want to party with me is because they know they'll have a shot at me. I don't like that at all.
I think i need a body guard. either that or stop drinking. we all know that won't happen though anytime soon.
i need some cake, baby...
A lot of things have been going on this past week, but mostly in my head. Starting to rethink some things i have done, things i feel sometimes i should have played out differently but in the end always come back to the known notion that if i had the chance to do them over again, i still strongly believe that i would have done them the exact same way. and that makes me smile. There are some of them though that i wished weren't just things i have done, but were still things i am presently doing, more or less meant in the literal sense. I guess i just miss 'doing' certain, uhm, things...yes.
I haven't smoked in a really long time and i am starting to crave it mildly.
I wish certain people would stop hitting on me and get the picture that i will just be the girl next door. I will warmly welcome a strictly platonic friendship, but goddamn, stop trying to get at me when i'm drunk! although apparently these days that seems to be the favored activity amongst people who hang out with me. i'm starting to wonder if the only reason people want to party with me is because they know they'll have a shot at me. I don't like that at all.
I think i need a body guard. either that or stop drinking. we all know that won't happen though anytime soon.
i need some cake, baby...