will i be missed

Apr 30, 2005 23:21

There are so many times that I have made really good freinds. And every time I leave I hear the same thing. "We will miss you" We will st in touch". So why sould it be any different here. I have made alot of good friends that I will truly miss. I know that I will cry and be very sad. But what else is new. I cry each time I leave. At frist we still talk and we have alot to say to each other. And then the convocations get less personal and shorter. The emails stop comming the phone stops ringing. And Joslyn become a image that is in the past. A face on a picture with memories of the event of the picture. I can see it happening. Some one will take the place of me. Someone will be there to may you laugh and happy. Therefore there is no need ofr me. Do not feel bad, I know that it will happen. If has happened before and it will happen again. The chance as already began. Everyone is making plans for next year, plan that I am not in. I find myself feeling very left out, I find my self being in my room by myself. I'll get over it.
~joslyn~
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