Growin up
So i'm 18 now, i am an adult. i do not feelany different, but i feel like i have more that i have to thikn about. one of te big things that is one my min is a little three letter word, or should i say name. Dre, is the person that has been on my mind big heavy. now that i think that i might be going to VA for college i do not know what to do now. i said that i would wait and see what happens when i turn 18 and see if i still like im. and if i did i would be all about being with him. but i don't know if i want to do a long long distance thing. but even if i do not go to VA for college i do not know if i want to go into my first year of college with a boyfriend. he did is college thing, and i have not. i try to find things about him so that i can hate him that way it will be easier to stop talking to him. but i can't find anyting wrong with him. where with my ex i tried to fide good things about him. i just don't know what to do. i never want to grow up, ever.