Ok, so I'm weak...
I got the braids put back in. I can't take it anymore. Braids are apart of me. They define me and represent who I am. How many of you have described me as the black girl with braids or the big girl with braids? I went cold turkey for five months. Yay prom and my curls! Sorry, little El Co moment there.
Ok so I'm slightly torn between two guys. One guy I've liked for a while and I've known him for about a year now. The other guy attends the same dance center as me. I met him like three years ago but I really got to know him over the summer. On Tuesday, I fell hard for the guy I meet years ago. I mean I fell mad hard. I have a desire for him that I've never felt before. I couldn't even think straight. I spent a full half hour just thinking about this guy. You have no idea how hard it is to keep something like this bottled up. I ended up telling my mom. I didn't tell her everything, but she knows enough. She knows I got it bad. But, it didn't help the situation that the other guy called me a few hours ago. I haven't spoken to him in like two and a half weeks. Our last conversation was... well... awkward. I won't go into details, but if I could take back the convo I would.
Yeah, and I recently turned into a slut.
And I'm still confused about my job.
And I miss my buddies from El Co. Whaddup to '05 and '06. And '07 right?
The guy that I used to fool around with is starting to get close to me again. Nothing's going to happen though. But... he is making me a little nervous.
And that's my life in a nutshell.
Til next time. =)
Ok so I'm slightly torn between two guys. One guy I've liked for a while and I've known him for about a year now. The other guy attends the same dance center as me. I met him like three years ago but I really got to know him over the summer. On Tuesday, I fell hard for the guy I meet years ago. I mean I fell mad hard. I have a desire for him that I've never felt before. I couldn't even think straight. I spent a full half hour just thinking about this guy. You have no idea how hard it is to keep something like this bottled up. I ended up telling my mom. I didn't tell her everything, but she knows enough. She knows I got it bad. But, it didn't help the situation that the other guy called me a few hours ago. I haven't spoken to him in like two and a half weeks. Our last conversation was... well... awkward. I won't go into details, but if I could take back the convo I would.
Yeah, and I recently turned into a slut.
And I'm still confused about my job.
And I miss my buddies from El Co. Whaddup to '05 and '06. And '07 right?
The guy that I used to fool around with is starting to get close to me again. Nothing's going to happen though. But... he is making me a little nervous.
And that's my life in a nutshell.
Til next time. =)