being a girl

[jcuteface86]

being a girl bites. i never know why i feel the way i do anymore. i dont know what to do.

what is wrong with me?
i suppose its the fact that both of us are depressed right now.
i cant take that burdon away from him no matter how hard i try.
i need to be able to help those i am closest to to feel good about myself. thats just how i have always been through my whole life.
thats a part of me.

i have slipped back into a bad depression of my own as well.
i need to be able to go and do things on my own but i cant.
i have to depend on him and his fam and my friends and my fam to do anything.
i feel useless.
i feel unwanted and i feel like i am not needed.
i dont know what to do to help myself to get rid of these feelings.
i know to get better i have to stop these feelings.
i will.

i am looking for a job so if anyone sees anything around the cottage hill/ schillangers area or the dawes area or off of three knotch close to dawes then please let me know.
i should be going to put some app in thurs.

well i am all vented out for know.

everyone be good and call me sometime soon!!!!!