tomorrow...???
not much has been happening lately. didnt go to work on tues but i went today and it sucked as usual. i really REALLY really need a new job and quick. i know i will have to begin paying rent in a week or two and i need to be ok to do that and right now i am not. this is the main thing that scares me.
i refuse to not be able to take care of myself!!!!
me patsy and truman all went to cingular today and we can all get put on the plan togeather like we wanted. however again with the whole need more hours and/or new job and more money. also it just goes towards that whole what about paying for it thing. my expenses are more than i make but if i get pell grants next year i may be able to get over what i need and have money left for extra stuff. but thats not till next semester and i need it now.
i love you guys but i want yall to know i will not leave until i fell the time is right. i will not be dependent on my "man" or whomever i am with at the time to take care of me or pay for my things. i have watched all the women in my life depend on men to get what they needed and when the men left the pictures they were crushed and devestated and left to pick up the pieces. i refuse to be like that. i dont want to owe anyone more than a few dollars and i never wanna owe anyone other than god my life (litteraly or figuratively).
ok so i dont know if i am moving out this weekend or 2 weeks from now or even next weekend with everyone else but i will eventually move and be happy for once. if i decide not to move we can carpool ppl over to my place and hang out for a lil while. we can drink if we wanna and if we decide not to mabye we can find somewhere else to hang out at. however, invitation is open to lou, miskha, patsy, bryan, truman. if yall wanna bring ppl call me and i will think about it.
ok so thats all i got for now. my back hurts and my neck hurts so i am gonna lay down and wait for ppl to call me and stuff.
love ya'll!!!!!
i refuse to not be able to take care of myself!!!!
me patsy and truman all went to cingular today and we can all get put on the plan togeather like we wanted. however again with the whole need more hours and/or new job and more money. also it just goes towards that whole what about paying for it thing. my expenses are more than i make but if i get pell grants next year i may be able to get over what i need and have money left for extra stuff. but thats not till next semester and i need it now.
i love you guys but i want yall to know i will not leave until i fell the time is right. i will not be dependent on my "man" or whomever i am with at the time to take care of me or pay for my things. i have watched all the women in my life depend on men to get what they needed and when the men left the pictures they were crushed and devestated and left to pick up the pieces. i refuse to be like that. i dont want to owe anyone more than a few dollars and i never wanna owe anyone other than god my life (litteraly or figuratively).
ok so i dont know if i am moving out this weekend or 2 weeks from now or even next weekend with everyone else but i will eventually move and be happy for once. if i decide not to move we can carpool ppl over to my place and hang out for a lil while. we can drink if we wanna and if we decide not to mabye we can find somewhere else to hang out at. however, invitation is open to lou, miskha, patsy, bryan, truman. if yall wanna bring ppl call me and i will think about it.
ok so thats all i got for now. my back hurts and my neck hurts so i am gonna lay down and wait for ppl to call me and stuff.
love ya'll!!!!!