sad yet pissed...hmmmm!!!!
ok so who the fuck gives ppl the right to sit there and judge? hmmmm...no one. in the bible it says "LET HE WHO IS WITHOUT SIN CAST THE FIRST STONE." hmmm, does that sound like anyone we know could cast any stones? i think not but mabye i am wrong. mabye one or two of us is that good and shit but i know i am not. anyway i think we all know what i am talking about and if not then neither do i anymore...lol.
yeah so i wanna be happy but no matter what i do i cant seem to get away from fucking high school drama bullshit. agghhhh!!! oh well i dont give a flippin fuck anymore. i wanna be me and i want my friends to be able to do the same but it seems like if something good happens to one of us that something bad has to follow suit.
wish i was with "mine" right now...lol...however the rents are awake and so that just sucks ass. oh well. i hope i will see him tomorrow. mabye he can go to church again with me. mabye we can do something or at least try to do something tomorrow. seems like anytime i do get to spend with him gets fucked and we have to do something else. i just wanna sit on my ass and hang out with him...hmmm...i made a decision. mabye i will tell him...lol. hehehe...poke. lol.
figured i would put these song lyrics on here cause i love these songs. the colored parts are the ones i feel mean the most to me. well. i guess i am goin to head over to my bed cause sitting over here is killing my back and neck. mabye the rents will go to sleep and i can see him again. hope so but if not i will be able to talk to him later when he leaves the bowling alley.
hope yall have fun at the alleys and call me tomorrow if ya wanna. nite for now...ttfn!!!!!!
3 DOORS DOWN
LANDING IN LONDON
I woke up today in London
As the plane was touching down
And all I could think about was monday
And maybe ill be back around
If this keeps me away much longer
I dont know what i will do
Youve got to understand its a hard life
That im going through
And when the night falls in around me
I dont think ill make it through
Ill use your light to guide the way
Cause all I think about is you
Well L.A is getting kinda crazy
And New york is getting kinda cold
I keep my head from geting lazy
I just cant wait to get back home
And all these days i spend away
Ill make up for this i swear
I need your love to hold me up
When its all too much to bear
And when the night falls in around me
I dont think ill make it through
Ill use your light to guide the way
Cause all I think about is you
And all these days i spend away
Ill make up for this i swear
I need your love to hold me up
When its all too much to bear
When the night falls in around me
I dont think ill make it through
Ill use your light to guide the way
Cause all I think about is you
3 DOORS DOWN
MY WORLD
I hope you’re doing fine out without me
‘Cause I’m not doing so good without you
The things I thought you’d never know about me
Were the things I guess you always understood
So how could I have been so blind for all these years?
Guess I only see the truth through all this fear,
And living without you…
And everything I had in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.
I can’t take another day without you
‘Cause baby, I could never make it on my own
I’ve been waiting so long, just to hold you
And be back in your arms where I belong
Sorry I can’t always find the words to say
But everything I’ve ever know gets swept away
Inside of your love…
And everything I had in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.
As the days grow long I see
That time is standing still for me
When you’re not here
Sorry I can’t always find the words to say
Everything I’ve ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love
And everything I had in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.
And everything I had in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.