it's FINALLY friday!
ok so the sophomore retreat was amazing... like I got to know my friends in a more spiritual way... it totally gave me some much needed strength as I fight this battle and grief stuff... Jennifer is just so amazing, strong, and passionate about her faith... it's just so how I yearn to be... my friends are just so uplifting during times like these... i'm so lucky! the skit was so intense but it just made me cry... I was just like wow! the only man I NEED in my life is.... J.C.! my Lord and Savior...
So I am trying to be a better Christian... not perfect but better....
so tomorrow is state!! woop woop!! I'm SOOOOOOOOOOO nervous!! i like hope I can sleep tonight!!
guys pray for me and the team tomorrow and pray for strength for our runners...
I really want to resolve all conflict with everyone... Corey and I made up for like a day... I tried tho... but I'm a gonna keep tryin... I'd do anything I'd have to paint myself blue and eat cookies, sit in a garbage can and say "i'm the cookie monster, will u forgive me?" and just hope that he'll tell me what I'm doin wrong! and I would go out on that limb for anyone... I love everyone, and I want to be loved....
well g2g relax and try to denerve