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I sure wish this fucking laryngitis would GO AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I did not have this much trouble with my voice/throat/coughing when I smoked I am just sick of spending the first 20 minutes of every single day hacking just to cough up this hard green substance just so I can realitivly sound like my dead uncle who smoked 4 packs a day (if I had a dead uncle who smoked 4 packs a day) no wait maybe I do have a dead uncle who smoked 4 packs a day...love you Uncle George (may he rest in peace) :>)
Yeah I am so tired of coughing...man life at the Inn the last week has been crazy I think it is absolutely slap-my-knee wait I gotta pee hilarity hearing that Sam C was chairing the GA totally snockered...that is so funny to me and I am so blessed because God spaired me of that because I would have lost it...absolutely lost it had I been there and to think how very close I did come to going...wow!!!!
Wow and I am so blessed by my home and having this space I can hardly believe it!!!
I am glad to hear that Lindy is doing so well (?) don't know how true that is when she storms out of my house and has yet to call me or speak to me and that was two weeks ago, I apologized for my shit and yet...see I can't understand that. Friends don't just do that so as long as the relationship was happening on her terms and I was behaving in a manner she was ok with...then it was ok but just the second i reacted to something she is up and outta here what kind of friendship is that? Without finding out what the reaction was about or anything...what's up with that? I don't get that that is friendship I don't understand and even though I know that's not the kind of friend I want in my life there is a part of me that misses her...oh well another one bites the dust as the saying goes...I am glad she has justified in her mind that its ok for her not to speak to me...I truly am!!!
Anyway I suppose I better go and get ready to start my day considering its already 10:15...later
Yeah I am so tired of coughing...man life at the Inn the last week has been crazy I think it is absolutely slap-my-knee wait I gotta pee hilarity hearing that Sam C was chairing the GA totally snockered...that is so funny to me and I am so blessed because God spaired me of that because I would have lost it...absolutely lost it had I been there and to think how very close I did come to going...wow!!!!
Wow and I am so blessed by my home and having this space I can hardly believe it!!!
I am glad to hear that Lindy is doing so well (?) don't know how true that is when she storms out of my house and has yet to call me or speak to me and that was two weeks ago, I apologized for my shit and yet...see I can't understand that. Friends don't just do that so as long as the relationship was happening on her terms and I was behaving in a manner she was ok with...then it was ok but just the second i reacted to something she is up and outta here what kind of friendship is that? Without finding out what the reaction was about or anything...what's up with that? I don't get that that is friendship I don't understand and even though I know that's not the kind of friend I want in my life there is a part of me that misses her...oh well another one bites the dust as the saying goes...I am glad she has justified in her mind that its ok for her not to speak to me...I truly am!!!
Anyway I suppose I better go and get ready to start my day considering its already 10:15...later