Not sure what's going on????
I know that something is although I am not sure if it's sadness or what? I spent several hours trying to contact several people about the youth center here in the U and no one has returned my email
Lindy is being a tempermental wench!!! Just the second I let go of it the "demons" in my cranium decide that I haven't spun it around enough...I am pretty ok with it overall though. I apologized as best I could on her voice mail and now she needs to grow up about 20 degrees and realize that I use to bite peoples heads off like that all the time, the fact that that was the first time in months and that she was the recipient well I am deeply sorry and yet I haven't done that for a very long time.
Anyway, get to go to the Aloha and sit in computer lab which I am ok with I am just not ok pretending to be fake like other people. Alex did NOT start DBT, she doesn't have a need for DBT so its just another lie she is telling people...like that's the first one. I am angry at her I guess..she's another one that just stopped our friendship without my permission and its not even worth the time because we have had that stupid ass conversation before she doesn't care about anyone or anything but herself. If there is nothing in it for her then its fuck you. I believe during my operation the ONLY reason she helped was for the pats on the back by the communtity. She is one sick lady its only too bad she has not used to Aloha as a place to heal from all that crap!!!!
Anyway now that I have sufficiently taken everyone elses inventory I will just say depressed a little, frustrated a little, lonely (probably more than I care to admit) excited about going to Aloha...i feel all these things yet I seem to feel nothing!!!
I AM A CHILD OF THE LIVING GOD AND I AM WORTHY OF LOVE AND RESPECT!!!!!!!!!!!
See ya
Lindy is being a tempermental wench!!! Just the second I let go of it the "demons" in my cranium decide that I haven't spun it around enough...I am pretty ok with it overall though. I apologized as best I could on her voice mail and now she needs to grow up about 20 degrees and realize that I use to bite peoples heads off like that all the time, the fact that that was the first time in months and that she was the recipient well I am deeply sorry and yet I haven't done that for a very long time.
Anyway, get to go to the Aloha and sit in computer lab which I am ok with I am just not ok pretending to be fake like other people. Alex did NOT start DBT, she doesn't have a need for DBT so its just another lie she is telling people...like that's the first one. I am angry at her I guess..she's another one that just stopped our friendship without my permission and its not even worth the time because we have had that stupid ass conversation before she doesn't care about anyone or anything but herself. If there is nothing in it for her then its fuck you. I believe during my operation the ONLY reason she helped was for the pats on the back by the communtity. She is one sick lady its only too bad she has not used to Aloha as a place to heal from all that crap!!!!
Anyway now that I have sufficiently taken everyone elses inventory I will just say depressed a little, frustrated a little, lonely (probably more than I care to admit) excited about going to Aloha...i feel all these things yet I seem to feel nothing!!!
I AM A CHILD OF THE LIVING GOD AND I AM WORTHY OF LOVE AND RESPECT!!!!!!!!!!!
See ya