Looks like I might just be...
Moved in. My bedroom and living room are all cleaned up, there are no more boxes with stuff in them or suitcases with garbage in them. All that's left to do is take the garbage out and then I think I have finally landed. I feel such peace and blessings from God I am in awe...
even without the futon I sit and look at my brand new bookcase and the things on the walls and I gaze into my bedroom with my new bed and cases standing upright full of books too
and a place for all my stuffed animals...they all look so happy. I think they know that they don't have to move again anytime soon. Thank you God. Thank you for saving me from me. Thank you for this beautiful home. Thank you for strengthening me the other night so I could say what I had and needed to say to my mother. I just thank you for such a full life and heart and home. This is the very first home I have ever had. The other one in Oregon was not a home...there was still so much damage done to my heart that I had yet to even know about. Thank you. I love you because you first loved me. I will cherish this home and when I start to take advantage of it remind me where I came from, where I never ever want to go back to. Thank you.
even without the futon I sit and look at my brand new bookcase and the things on the walls and I gaze into my bedroom with my new bed and cases standing upright full of books too
and a place for all my stuffed animals...they all look so happy. I think they know that they don't have to move again anytime soon. Thank you God. Thank you for saving me from me. Thank you for this beautiful home. Thank you for strengthening me the other night so I could say what I had and needed to say to my mother. I just thank you for such a full life and heart and home. This is the very first home I have ever had. The other one in Oregon was not a home...there was still so much damage done to my heart that I had yet to even know about. Thank you. I love you because you first loved me. I will cherish this home and when I start to take advantage of it remind me where I came from, where I never ever want to go back to. Thank you.