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there is some part of me, just like with christopher, believes and knows that i am to be getting or learning something from jean...its her energy...there is a reason why you have brought her into doug's life and as a result of that into mine...
i have not felt that way about anyone since christopher and charlene...there is an absolute reason why jean is in it...its the feelings of love and nurting and healing...that God wants to introduce me to...a deeper healing...i feel that you are going to take me there with her Lord...not that she is walking it with me but you will use her in a mighty way to further my healing so i can be who you want me to be...wow...i that is exactly what i am feeling right now at this moment...its not all about me really but its about me...she is going to take me deeper into my faith in you my trust in you and my ability to love and heal those broken parts of me...i don't know how to explain it i just know that its there and alive and i am looking forward to the journey that you are going to take me on through this woman....i know that whatever she will teach me about me will be because of you...thanks God for getting me to a deeper more feeling level...wow and that was only after 5 minutes of chatting with her...
whew....hold on God this might entail some kicking and screamin'...
i have not felt that way about anyone since christopher and charlene...there is an absolute reason why jean is in it...its the feelings of love and nurting and healing...that God wants to introduce me to...a deeper healing...i feel that you are going to take me there with her Lord...not that she is walking it with me but you will use her in a mighty way to further my healing so i can be who you want me to be...wow...i that is exactly what i am feeling right now at this moment...its not all about me really but its about me...she is going to take me deeper into my faith in you my trust in you and my ability to love and heal those broken parts of me...i don't know how to explain it i just know that its there and alive and i am looking forward to the journey that you are going to take me on through this woman....i know that whatever she will teach me about me will be because of you...thanks God for getting me to a deeper more feeling level...wow and that was only after 5 minutes of chatting with her...
whew....hold on God this might entail some kicking and screamin'...