my funny valentine
been a while. Just wanted to drop by and give a quick update...since I kno u miss me so much.
First things first...need new medicine. Lamictal is working...to a certain extent. but...need to add something else cuz my mood swings...are getting worse. But thankfully.....it stopped makin me feel sick. Still not sleeping...not really at least. Thats definately fucking wit my mental.
Had to rock vasi to sleep last night. Its interesting how rocking a grown ass woman puts her to sleep...maybe I should rock that crazy lil 4 year old. Oh yea, I called Vasi Jailynne last night. SHe just kept talkin, and switchin subjects....I was like, ok vasi. last chance. She kept on talking. Jai.....LMAO. We both fell out.
gotta work today...have been off since friday. My check is gonna look like fuckface....shit that sucks
Very pissed that I dont get to see cartoon character till after the holidays...I need to talk to him sooner, rather than later. he's by far, the best one I've seen. He's actually helping me identify the issues, and how to correct them. Insted of just letting me ramble on and on, and on bout shit that will not get fixed.
cant decide what i wanna get the kids...there are 2 books that I want from Ross...I really hope they aint gone. Got lots of shit for the house yesterday. Star got Vasi present. Its really cool. I think she will really like it. Got Man some foam blocks...lmao. I was really thinkin bout the ole' school wood ones...at least they would stand up. NOt to sure bout these...soft ones.But at least they wont kill each other.
Been havin the strangest dreams...bout food, horny dreams, the new kid, getting pregnant, getting lost, more food. Music, school, the kids.
Oh yeah, Enrolled in Full Sail University Online....You cant begin to imagine how excited I am. I have been interested in this school....since Jordan!!! But I knew damn well I couldnt go to Fla....not with Jai, and definately not with her and Man...so when I heard they were finally online.....I started bouncin off the walls.
been feeling more...stud like...(tomboy..lmao)...I let my nails grow...been doing good bout not biting them. I will be 22...(damn, I'm getting old) and I still dont really look...grown or something like that...lol. So, I wanna work on being more feminine. (so contradictory.) but anywho...tired of being...half girl, half boy...so i think im leanin more towards...boy side. i gues...i dunno...
vasi is enrolled too. I'm on her MacBook Pro...how official does that sound? A pro computer. Will tell you bout all the special software and shit when mine finally comes. We start Jan 7th. So very excited. I have a job(however much it sucks), I'm back in school, we have a place to call home. I feel like a kid in a candy store. Hopefully, by the end of this year, I will be able to finally move out into my own place...I really hope so.
Hmmmm...i think thats about it.
(i kno what ur thinkin bout my title too.)
First things first...need new medicine. Lamictal is working...to a certain extent. but...need to add something else cuz my mood swings...are getting worse. But thankfully.....it stopped makin me feel sick. Still not sleeping...not really at least. Thats definately fucking wit my mental.
Had to rock vasi to sleep last night. Its interesting how rocking a grown ass woman puts her to sleep...maybe I should rock that crazy lil 4 year old. Oh yea, I called Vasi Jailynne last night. SHe just kept talkin, and switchin subjects....I was like, ok vasi. last chance. She kept on talking. Jai.....LMAO. We both fell out.
gotta work today...have been off since friday. My check is gonna look like fuckface....shit that sucks
Very pissed that I dont get to see cartoon character till after the holidays...I need to talk to him sooner, rather than later. he's by far, the best one I've seen. He's actually helping me identify the issues, and how to correct them. Insted of just letting me ramble on and on, and on bout shit that will not get fixed.
cant decide what i wanna get the kids...there are 2 books that I want from Ross...I really hope they aint gone. Got lots of shit for the house yesterday. Star got Vasi present. Its really cool. I think she will really like it. Got Man some foam blocks...lmao. I was really thinkin bout the ole' school wood ones...at least they would stand up. NOt to sure bout these...soft ones.But at least they wont kill each other.
Been havin the strangest dreams...bout food, horny dreams, the new kid, getting pregnant, getting lost, more food. Music, school, the kids.
Oh yeah, Enrolled in Full Sail University Online....You cant begin to imagine how excited I am. I have been interested in this school....since Jordan!!! But I knew damn well I couldnt go to Fla....not with Jai, and definately not with her and Man...so when I heard they were finally online.....I started bouncin off the walls.
been feeling more...stud like...(tomboy..lmao)...I let my nails grow...been doing good bout not biting them. I will be 22...(damn, I'm getting old) and I still dont really look...grown or something like that...lol. So, I wanna work on being more feminine. (so contradictory.) but anywho...tired of being...half girl, half boy...so i think im leanin more towards...boy side. i gues...i dunno...
vasi is enrolled too. I'm on her MacBook Pro...how official does that sound? A pro computer. Will tell you bout all the special software and shit when mine finally comes. We start Jan 7th. So very excited. I have a job(however much it sucks), I'm back in school, we have a place to call home. I feel like a kid in a candy store. Hopefully, by the end of this year, I will be able to finally move out into my own place...I really hope so.
Hmmmm...i think thats about it.
(i kno what ur thinkin bout my title too.)