hello lj, i've missed you...State of Jcrazy

Jul 09, 2009 22:01

I really hate that we dont have a computer right now...which still means we dont have any lights. That shit is really....fucking irritating. Like, damn, I wish Ihad a rich family member or something.

anywhoo...i;ve been goin thru. I'm super depressed, and its bringing out my truely manic side. I fucking walked down the middle of Broad street last night. because, I thought it would be fun, and I wanted to be daring.

Vasi's preggo! How exciting. I get to buy all the cute baby things now, and have a baby to play wit that can take its hollerin ass back to its mommy and daddy....But alas, there is a downfall. I got the sympathy pregnancy. It makes sense too....I'm far too sensitive to the moods/ feelings of others.  Oh well, long as she knows im gonna hate her for the next few months.

I cant wait to be able to start working on getting myown place. I'm really excited about the prospect of having to take care of my own family.  I'm really thinking about going to cook-out on monday and talking to someone. My boy told me that both locations are in desperate need of help!!! and he gave me a few more leads, but u kno my piss is dirtier than a mo'fo..lol

I'm gonna stop smoking weed. Its not like i really have a choice either, I mean, I dont have the money to keep up the habit the way i've gotten used to, so fuck it. Plus, I really need a damn job.

Ok, I guess I've taken up enuf of your time. I'm gonna write in my book about this new book I'm reading:
The 5 love languages. Its really good too. I may tell u about it when i finish it.

love, self-realization, life, family, sad

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