im pozed to be doin my queenie's homework....
But I realized that I havent wrote anything in a while..so I decided that I needed to put somethin in here..lol
Ok..the brats started daycare...and thats going waaay better than I expected. They took really well to the whole situation, which is a very good thing, especially considerin how sensitive they are!!! yay!!!
JJ is wearing shoes!!! I am sooo very proud to say that, cuz for the last 10mo he hasnt really worn anything on his feet but maybe a pair of socks if im lucky...
This week...has been...stressfull, to say the least. Queenie is now short of 4 teeth...and day they toook them...I was more spazzy than I've been in a while!!!! THat day...was sooo fuckin hectic...but we made it! yay!!!!
Its been a lot of people over here at any given time..which is not good for me, becuase I tend not like crowds and shit....but I've been adapting...for the most part. I've jus been....getting energy overload, and thats been really fuckin with me...and I havent even had the chance to really sit and meditate in order to block most of that bad shit out...but oh well, I'll work on that later on today.
I'm not really happy right now, because essentially, I'm broke...I have money, but I cant get to it...which is really fuckin with me...and I cant afford to send off for another card right now, because its gonna cost over $30 to have access to only $100 or so...soooo not worth it..lol
I got called uppity today...made me feel some type of way, cuz I always considered myself to be damn near as down to earth as they come..even if I am a lil...spacey most of the time..lol
But for the first time, it honestly didnt hurt my feelings...I'm jus wonderin how the hell MIdnite came up with that conclusion? and she aint really telllin me shit but I'm jus...uppity...
Guess what tho, regardless of if she tells me the reason or not, I'm not gonna try to change it. I really dont care what other ppl think anymore...cuz they all up in my shit anyways....and they gonna continue to talk about me, regardless of if i fit into their "mold" of whats acceptable or not...lol.
Ok...moving on. my mouth hurts...I ate some pizza shit this mornin, and my mouth has been feelin burny and cutup ever since...I dont like it, I dont like it at all..lol.
I'm horny, and I want my daddii to work me over in the worse kinda way...but I need to feel my Queenie too...but I dunno what I want her to do..no..I'm not horny...I jus need to lay naked in the bed...lol...maybe...but I still want sex..
ok, i guess i been puttin off the inevitable for long enough..time to get to work.
J
Ok..the brats started daycare...and thats going waaay better than I expected. They took really well to the whole situation, which is a very good thing, especially considerin how sensitive they are!!! yay!!!
JJ is wearing shoes!!! I am sooo very proud to say that, cuz for the last 10mo he hasnt really worn anything on his feet but maybe a pair of socks if im lucky...
This week...has been...stressfull, to say the least. Queenie is now short of 4 teeth...and day they toook them...I was more spazzy than I've been in a while!!!! THat day...was sooo fuckin hectic...but we made it! yay!!!!
Its been a lot of people over here at any given time..which is not good for me, becuase I tend not like crowds and shit....but I've been adapting...for the most part. I've jus been....getting energy overload, and thats been really fuckin with me...and I havent even had the chance to really sit and meditate in order to block most of that bad shit out...but oh well, I'll work on that later on today.
I'm not really happy right now, because essentially, I'm broke...I have money, but I cant get to it...which is really fuckin with me...and I cant afford to send off for another card right now, because its gonna cost over $30 to have access to only $100 or so...soooo not worth it..lol
I got called uppity today...made me feel some type of way, cuz I always considered myself to be damn near as down to earth as they come..even if I am a lil...spacey most of the time..lol
But for the first time, it honestly didnt hurt my feelings...I'm jus wonderin how the hell MIdnite came up with that conclusion? and she aint really telllin me shit but I'm jus...uppity...
Guess what tho, regardless of if she tells me the reason or not, I'm not gonna try to change it. I really dont care what other ppl think anymore...cuz they all up in my shit anyways....and they gonna continue to talk about me, regardless of if i fit into their "mold" of whats acceptable or not...lol.
Ok...moving on. my mouth hurts...I ate some pizza shit this mornin, and my mouth has been feelin burny and cutup ever since...I dont like it, I dont like it at all..lol.
I'm horny, and I want my daddii to work me over in the worse kinda way...but I need to feel my Queenie too...but I dunno what I want her to do..no..I'm not horny...I jus need to lay naked in the bed...lol...maybe...but I still want sex..
ok, i guess i been puttin off the inevitable for long enough..time to get to work.
J