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Well I have a lot of thoughts in my head right now, im very confused about just about every aspect of my life. I really wanna go home, but I dont even know if I can for thanksgiving now, Im stressed. School is hard and I basically quit colorguard. Im in a rut in bowling and im working so hard and it ist clicking yet and that is soooo frustrating. Even if I come home for thanksgiving I dont know if I will even see anyone bc of the times that im home. I cant find a boy that I like enough to date here....which is wierd for me bc its usually the opposite. Ive had a couple offers on dates, but Ive realized that I flirt way too damn much and I give people the idea that I want to date them even though I dont. So ive decided only to flirt with guys I could see myself dating!! Ahh Sorry for the confusion, I just needed to get that out.