May 14, 2004 08:50
let me just tell you school sucks. im so stressed out its not healthy. i cant concentrate, i cant get my work done. i have an insane research paper outline due today that i didnt finish but luckily i worked it out with my teacher so i can turn it in on monday. i had to change my topic from drunk driving to genetic engineering which i know nothing about. so not only do i have to learn my topic i have to understand and write a paper on it. and this is for ap english which by the way is my lowest grade so i have to do REALLY good on this. which is a crazy thought because i never do good on anything in that class. im done talking about this it only makes me angry, unless you can help me in ne way because i have no idea how to even begin a research paper.i.e.brian, miriam....
we have a double header again tonight. parents night. i hope it doesnt rain. now i know how my parents feel coming to all of my games and watching them all the time. major props to them, its not always glamorious. but at least not playing often i cant make a mistake. id rather have the chance! but hey i know i should at least get an at bat, unless something goes wrong.
and other things are frustrating me too!
im cranky, cheer me up