Sitting Upside Down on a Pencil...
Today is just an up and down roller coaster day... started out ok when I was cleaning the room and getting it ready for the day... the boys had their breakfast and were playing so I had my fiance watch the boys as me and my best friend headed out for the day to get a new inner tube and tire for my bike and we ended up going to Walmart which was fun because he is such a man-whore so it is funny to watch him follow women around. After that we swung by Watson's, which anyone not in Indiana... it is a place with Hot Tubs; Pools; Billiards; and other nice indoor and outdoor stuff, and looked at cue sticks and dreamed about having some hot tubs in the back of the house.
We got back to the house and I was asking my fiance and my best friend to help me put on a bike tire and inner tube because I had never changed either of them before. I had never gotten a flat tire on a bike and I took my bike to the bike shop I bought it from to get maintained. So I was apparently asking really dumb questions and they were looking at me like I was the dumbest person in the world and started laughing at me and saying that it was funny to watch me do this. I did my best as they helped me while they laughed and picked on me. I got really upset and irritated because I hate working on things with my hands. Also, I am very OCD about things and if things aren't very precise, it drives me nuts and I can't focus on anything else at times.I am not a physical working type of person. I get confused and lost very easily. So I got very hurt that they just didn't understand and didn't really help at all.
I am online typing this now just trying to calm down and relax so that I can go to sleep. I know that is a dumb thing to get upset over, but when people just say that what I am doing is funny and acting like I am the dumbest person in the world... just makes me mad. I hope ya'll have a good night....
We got back to the house and I was asking my fiance and my best friend to help me put on a bike tire and inner tube because I had never changed either of them before. I had never gotten a flat tire on a bike and I took my bike to the bike shop I bought it from to get maintained. So I was apparently asking really dumb questions and they were looking at me like I was the dumbest person in the world and started laughing at me and saying that it was funny to watch me do this. I did my best as they helped me while they laughed and picked on me. I got really upset and irritated because I hate working on things with my hands. Also, I am very OCD about things and if things aren't very precise, it drives me nuts and I can't focus on anything else at times.I am not a physical working type of person. I get confused and lost very easily. So I got very hurt that they just didn't understand and didn't really help at all.
I am online typing this now just trying to calm down and relax so that I can go to sleep. I know that is a dumb thing to get upset over, but when people just say that what I am doing is funny and acting like I am the dumbest person in the world... just makes me mad. I hope ya'll have a good night....