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Blog from earlier...
I love The Rocket Summer and when just about any of his songs come up on my ipod I get excited. As much as I'd like my voice to be able to sing any and all ranges... it just can't haha. So when I belt it out in my car I am sure I sound ridiculous, but how can you not get into these songs?
I like the song 'Show Me Everything You Got' in particular for the lyrics- so here they are...
Slide your feet, create the shock
touch another, watch it pop
live a little, live a lot
and show me everything you've got
Oh, cause it takes some time
and just a little bit of good.
reality won't hurt, well, longer than it should
just talking about pain that is there
face the fact, don't act like you don't care
Cause you gotta stop and show it, just so I know you know it
maybe just a little bit, oh come on admit it right now
cause I know that it won't be over til it's gone
so let it be gone
And show me everything you've got
I know you're scared
But let your walls just drop
You gotta take that step, and your heart, just let it pour out
Now I know it's hard to be something that you don't think you are, oh
but it's hard for me to even try to understand why you are beating your own heart
cause you gotta try, just try to be honest
and I will be honest with all these things that I say
now listen clear, whether break your modest, I'm here
don't hold back, don't hesitate, don't disappear (don't disappear)
And show me everything you've got
I know you're scared
But let your walls just drop
You gotta take that step, and your heart, just let it pour out
And show me everything you've got
I know you're scared
But it's time for you to start
You gotta take that step, and your heart, just let it make sound
So hey, just let it pour out
don't let your past begin to let you down
just sing it out, just let it make sound
and as heard, it will be healed and found
cause it's normal that emotional past can spawn emotionless dads mothers and nations flags
so show your face, no don't be afraid, no don't be afraid to show your face
After all these things I've learned
about things I do and don't deserve
can easily just shape my life
shape the way, I start to die
No, cause it's up to me
if I dwell much longer than I should
and I'll hold my tears for years thinkin' it's doing me good
so let's start right now, and just make a vow, you'll let your heart, sing it out (sing it out)
And show me everything you've got
I know you're scared
But let your walls just drop
You gotta take that step, and your heart, just let it pour out
Oh-oh yeah-eah-eah-eah
And show me everything you've got
I know you're scared
But it's time for you to start
You gotta take that step, and your heart, just let it make sound
All right. Here we go. Here we go.
Hmm, so work has been good. I've had two large parties the two past days (yesterday a Microsoft party who rang up a $400 dollar tab and drank endless amounts of Mac and Jacks) it's been nice and I've been walking out with good amounts of money. Hopefully I can keep it up, or Red Robin can. Corporate is coming on thursday and friday... resulting in me having to clean something gross that no one ever touches- lemme tell ya. Ew.
So I have noticed that when I eat food not exactly healthy my body gets pissed off. I feel so sick when all I eat is Red Robin food, or if I stop and get fast food, mainly if I get french fries. Yeaaa, not gonna do that anymore. Season premier of Top Model is on tonight. Two hours, oh yes. The one show I am completely addicted to (well besides South Park and Family Guy) that has really no purpose other then for it's entertainment value. It entertains me so well too.
I kind of want to make cheesecake, I don't even hardly like cheesecake. Weird.
My house is still clean... minus the mess of glass and beads the cats made when knocking over a vase of flowers. Grrr. I started cleaning it up but there was too much glass and I didn't want to deal with it quite then. They also spilled an entire glass of water onto Elisabeths laptop and Gambit peed of our new bath rug twice (the second time because Gaving locked him in the bathroom when he was moving things out so I can't completely blame him for that) Oh yes, and Gavin moved out, it is just me and Lis now. He is still paying rent because I guess our contract says we can't take him off the lease until april and no one can take his place until then. Anyone need a place to move into?
I think I shall be done, I can't think of anything else to add right now.
I may go into Seattle tomorrow, let's hope it is nice... well I suppose I can just hope seeing as I am the one going. I will get a cheap summer thrift store dress as well.
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I think I want to start playing video games again... well if you can say 'again' I never really started, I played for like a week. I'm not so sure if I am into Maplestory or not. I think I'd like something else more. Too bad WoW cost money, I feel like I' like to play it...even if I didn't try to kick ass (not that I even could) but I'd probably just do whatever. Hmmm anyone recommend any good computer games... cheap? free? eh?
I don't feel well but I think I am about to go to the gym. I hope I feel alright for that.
Bye. :)